bridging the gap

It’s been two weeks since my last blog post – oops!  Today I was several paragraphs into a post before I realized that I needed to catch you all up on some recent events in order for what I was writing to make sense!  S0 – a brief recap of the highlights of the past two weeks seems in order.  Colfax, Lousiana was a wonderful surprise.  I camped out at a pavilion in the park and the Rough Riders trail riding group came out with burgers and a campfire.  We had a great time swapping stories and hanging out and then at 9:30pm (which I’d mentioned is my current bedtime) everybody miraculously disappeared!  Coffee and an egg sandwich arrived in the morning and then I was on my way.  Two days later a man from that group came to my rescue when I found myself still riding along a lonely road after dark (and a storm on the way).  GC came with a trailer and brought me back 6 miles to a camp in Fishville along the creek where I set up my tent in the dark.  Graze for the ponies and an offer of a run to the store for provisions (And a guided tour of the confusing back-road short-cut the next day) were so over the top!  I camped for two days, the tent weathered the storm beautifully, I was serenaded by frogs, hoot owls and wolves – what an unexpected treat.
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In Nebo I was welcomed in, fed and freshened up – and the next day invited to the K-8 school to speak with the kids there.  Another great experience, new friends and an invitation to a K-9 search and rescue dinner if I was still around at the weekend.  On to the Daily’s ranch on the recommendation of no less than three people And a call with a personal invitation.  That invite turned out to be a God-send.  I arrived Thursday afternoon and that night there was a knock on the door of the bunkhouse.  Katie Cooper had arrived!  Turns out we get along just as well in person as we did on the ‘phone and via e-mails.  That’s a very good thing as we’re hoping to travel together from here to Louisville, KY where she’ll peel off and head for Kansas City and then back to Tucson, AZ while I continue on to Minot, Maine.  Katie’s blog is:  www.muletriptalk.blogspot.com
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Katie spent the weekend looking for a mule to ride and Sunday morning a sweet molly mule named Ruth was delivered to the ranch.  All seemed good and Ruth joined the herd.  That afternoon we were treated to a performance by the Daily family -> Wild Horse Ministries.  They loaded up two riding horses, a round pen and a bunch of gear and arrived at a church in Bentley where two young horses were waiting in a trailer.  The 3 year olds were complete unknowns, not even halter broke yet.  Two hours later they were carrying riders around the pen having been used as an on-the-hoof sermon illustration.  Wonderful to witness the transformation.  www.wildhorseministries.com  if you’re curious!
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Monday Katie returned the car she’d arrived in, got a Coggins test pulled at the vet so we’d be legal to cross the Mississippi, we packed up and rode out.  The new mule did well and it was fun having somebody to ride with again.  Tuesday I got to see an alligator at the Catahoula Wildlife Reserve (from the safety of a car) and my fears are much relieved by the reminder that, like most wild creatures, it wasn’t all that keen on human contact and didn’t hang around very long once I got out of the car and tried to take a photo.
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This morning a mule farrier came out to put hind shoes on the new mule and we got some bad news.  Her hooves aren’t up to what we’re asking of her and she’s going to have to go home again.  This is very sad as she was a lovely creature and doing so well in every other way And it puts us in the position of needing to find another mount for Katie.  She’s looking for a mule or a horse, around 14 hands (pony size), sound and sane and road safe and ready to travel.  We’re staying with a family that’s being super helpful, but if any of you have any good leads please be in touch!
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Louisiana

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I am writing to you from a jail cell in Derry, Louisiana.  It’s warm and dry and yet another first.  The ponies are unconcerned since they are grazing a 40 acre pasture nearby and the promised storm has not yet made an appearance.  The good news is that the door isn’t locked and I have access to hot water and electricity – and an internet connection!  I’d been warned that the people in Louisiana were “clannish” and “suspicious of outsiders” but what I’ve found has been exactly the opposite.  People here have been incredibly friendly and helpful and really fun!  The food is rightfully legendary and the weather has been perfect for riding, in the 60s during the days and not too cold at night.
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The terrain, on the other hand, is challenging.  Somewhere around Colmesneil, TX I went from dry to wet – it’s been a bit of an adjustment (for the ponies as well) and I’m grateful that most of the drivers have been horse-savvy and friendly.  Along the very edges of the roads there’s usually a narrow strip of solid ground but it quickly cedes to ankle deep muck and swampy water.  There are frequent narrow bridges and many of the enticing small roads that show up on my maps no longer go through.  I spent most of last Sunday lost in the woods, trying to follow the old ways through, only to be stopped by gates or roads that simply end.  I’m learning to rely almost entirely on local knowledge of road conditions.  There are few places to get over or around any given river, bayou or other body of water and I’m trying to find the smallest roads and bridges that seem possible.
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Out of three possible routes across the Red River, one isn’t horse legal and one seemed quite far out of my way so I opted to cross at Boyce.  Yesterday I learned that a bridge is out between here and Boyce and the horse legal detour would take me 3+ days out back and around.  I’m opting for a 20 minute trailer ride instead.  I’m laughing at myself because after all my bravery about bears and wolves and snakes and mountain lions, despite all the warnings I’d received about those creatures, I’m now totally freaking out about Alligators!  I haven’t seen one yet but I’m watching every least puddle we pass, expecting one to jump out and get us.  I know I’m being ridiculous.  I can’t help it.  I’m sure I’ll be disappointed if I don’t see one (which is actually likely)  but when I hear about somebody shooting one in their horse pond which measured 9’1″ it makes me pay attention.  Fear of the unknown.
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The upside of all this water is the graze along the sides of the roads which is lush and green and abundant and a delight to the ponies.  Yesterday it took us an hour to cover the first mile because I didn’t have the heart to tell them No when it was so obviously the best salad bar buffet they’d encountered in months!  I recognize grass and clover and some sort of wild pea, but mostly I have to trust them to know what’s good for them and what’s not.  I’m using the voice command “heads Up!” and “chow Down” and they’re learning quickly, tho’ sometimes I’ll see something that looks tasty and give permission and they just look at me like I’m a silly biped.  (Obviously I’m still learning too! ;-))
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The storm that was predicted for today is rolling in now, thunder and lightning and the beginnings of rain coming down from a heavy grey sky.  Oops – make that a deluge dropping from the heavens!  I’d wanted to mention the town of Natchitoches, where I went to pick up mail.  10 years ago I did an on-line quiz at www.findyourspot.com – a bunch of questions designed to tell you where you’d most like to live in the USA.  Natchitoches, LA was in my top 5 and I’d never even heard of it!  Tuesday morning I got a quick drive through and it’s lovely, picturesque and a nice size (they filmed Steel Magnolias there) and I really hope to return some day.
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The photo sharing idea is starting to turn into a reality on facebook, which makes me happy that I finally broke down and put a page up there.  The wee notebook was found over 48 hours after it was lost, along the side of the road, by KT, who’d known I’d lost it and was looking on her way home from work.  The amazing thing that came out of that situation was that I’ve gotten e-mails from several people that I’ve never met but who found out about the blog and have been following and want to be on the mailing list!  That sort of thing is really exciting for me.  WordPress lets me know how many hits I get each day, broken down by country.  I’ve now had visitors from 91 countries – how cool is that!?  (and of course arouses my curiosity – who are you all?)  My ‘phone just beeped and let me know that there’s a tornado watch for this area – I guess a jail is as safe a place as any!
PS – went back and put a few photos up on the last blog post…
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The Only Constant is Change

I am writing today from Louisiana with much to tell and an incredibly glitchy internet connection.  I just spent the better part of the morning writing a 1500 word blog post only to have it disappear when I tried to “save draft” prior to adding photographs.  The long version is going to have to wait, but I’ll try again with the short version.

After much soul searching and option considering I am travelling once again with two ponies.  I just didn’t feel safe riding down the road leading two pack mares who still weren’t getting along harmoniously. During a 3 day stop to wait out some serious weather (torrential downpours, thunder and lightning, hail, wind, flooding and threats of tornados) I met a remarkable young man.  AM is a month shy of his 11th birthday.  He’s currently working out the math to build a teepee to live in this summer (starting with finding and cutting down suitable poles).  When his mom hurt her back he offered to take over the family garden this year.  He’s got good basic campcraft and survival skills and is working seriously on acquiring more; he’s responsible and a good communicator and spends more time outside than inside.  I was impressed!  When he offered to take care of Luna Jack for me until I could return for her I felt things falling into place and a real peace in my heart for the first time since my fall.  I feel confident that he’ll take good care of her and work with her and engage her brain.  The day I left, when AM got off the school bus, Luna ran across the pasture to meet him at the gate and followed him down the long driveway, her nose on his shoulder, so I think she’s pretty happy with the arrangement as well.  A huge Thank You to AM! (and his parents for agreeing with this plan ;-))
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The past two weeks have been intense with a suddenly full social calendar and a whole new eco-system (the new one is WET!).  I’ve spoken in 3 classrooms and been written up in 3 newspapers.  I’ve eaten crawfish etouffee, boudin (a spicy cajun sausage) and tonight I’m looking forward to my first Gumbo.  I’ve seen two bald eagles in flight, a huge flock of white pelicans and entered my 6th state.  I’m keeping my eyes peeled for tornados, gators and 3 species of poisonous snakes.  LC came out and rode with me for two days which was a treat (and something I’d really hoped would happen during the Journey).  Her husband came along with the horse trailer which was a great help when we needed to cross the dam at the south end of the Toledo Bend Reservoir!  (I’d been told that the river wasn’t but ankle deep – perhaps that’s true – but since the muck on either side of the river was belly deep and sucking we didn’t get the chance to find out!)
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LC (originally from Maine) put up a post on facebook about my Journey and a man wrote back that when he was a kid, a woman from Minot heading for California stayed the night at his house – yup! Mesannie Wilkins – how cool is that!?  It feels great to be making some Maine connections; feels like I’m starting to be pulled from that directions as well as pushed from California.  Pictures to come when I’ve got a better connection, but will post this now while I can.

Oh – two pragma notes.
One: The wee notebook in which I’ve been collecting names and addresses and e-mails and ‘phone numbers somehow escaped from my pocket yesterday.  Please, Please, Please – if you’ve given me your contact information This Year – send me an e-mail at: sea-g-rhydr@juno.com so I’ve got it again.  I’m working on a Free Range Rodeo postcard I’ll send out soon to everybody I’ve met thus far.  I’ll be sending out another (different) one when I finally reach Maine and yet another when the book is done.  If you want to be on the mailing list and you think it’s Possible that I don’t have your address, PLEASE send it to me via e-mail.

Two:  Katie Cooper (www.muletriptalk.blogspot.com) is looking for a mule so that she can come ride with me for awhile.  If you know of a good mule for sale anywhere between Houston, TX and Natchez, MS we’d love to know.  Optimal: 13-14h, ride/drive/pack, good natured and safe w/ traffic and dogs, 6-16 years, molly, not prone to sunburn, sound.

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Newspaper Article from The Dublin Citizen

This article was published Thursday, December 20th, in The Dublin Citizen, Vol. 23, No.16

I’m going to leave this up even though it isn’t readable. Hopefully when Sea gets on she can figure out how to make it larger.

Sea here -> in the upper right hand corner of my screen is a cog (next to a house and a star).  I clicked on the cog, then on Zoom.  I set the zoom for 400%, which enabled me to read the article with no problem.  Thank you Paul Gaudette!

Sea and Gryph In Dublin, Texas sea 001 sea 003

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Three Strikes…

Not long after he received his driver’s license my Dad had a fender bender while driving his dad’s car.  Then another.  After the third such accident, his father was debriefing him and said “Three Strikes and you’re Out.”  My Dad’s heart sank, thinking he was about to be banned from driving (and probably feeling like that was perhaps understandable under the circumstances) when his dad smiled and said “Out of Trouble.  Lesson learned.”
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I am sitting in a tin roof shack, listening to the rain falling, being very glad for a roof today and hoping that the same theory applies to me (and Luna Jack).  I hadn’t planned to “winter over”, choosing instead to take the Southernmost route that made sense (while staying North of swamps and gators) and ride on through as I did last winter.  Well, I haven’t done much “riding on” during the past 8 weeks.  First, there was Luna Jack’s sprained ankle, which coincided nicely with the holiday season.  Then there were 6 days of riding, ended by my fall (which could have been much worse) and recovery (back to “normal” thank you!).  Then, a day and a half of really lovely riding, in perfect weather, through beautiful rolling piney hills.  This part of East Texas is beautiful, easy riding on good footing (white sand and red clay predominate) and the graze in the bar ditches is plentiful for this time of year.  I’m seeing Magnolia trees in bloom and Narcissus and have been told that the bluebonnets will be up soon (early! usually they’re in full bloom around Easter.)
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Last friday in the early afternoon I was riding along, singing to the ponies, happy in the sunshine, when Luna started fidgeting a bit.  I didn’t catch it quickly enough, but her pack was starting to slip sideways.  Suddenly she took off up the road.  I dropped the rope (no real choice at that point) and concentrated on keeping the other two ponies under control.  I gathered up the gear she’d strewn as she went, brought Jesse James and Finehorn up to the point where I’d last seen evidence of her – two saddle pads escaped from under the McClellan – but she’d totally disappeared.  I called 911, thinking that if she were on the road somewhere she was a danger to herself and others.  The woman on the other end of the line said she’d have animal control call me back.  I was at a “4-Corners” intersection, so at least it was easy to report my location.  Several men in trucks offered to drive the 3 possible directions of disappearance while I started looking for tracks.  Obviously my tracking skills aren’t up to par.
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An older black gentleman stopped, said that he’d seen me earlier, had in fact passed me twice, that this was his property and kindly offered me the use of his “camp” there on the corner and gave me an idea of the lay of the land to aid me in my search.  I brought Jesse and Finehorn in away from the road and onto the grass, and realized that it had been 40 minutes since I’d called 911.  My brother-in-law found the number for the Polk County Sheriff’s Department and I called them. They had an officer en route.  I kept looking.  Finehorn and Mr. James seemed utterly unconcerned with their missing herd-mate.  The sheriff showed up after an hour or so, a horsewoman herself, she was calm and helped me look, but informed me that there really weren’t resources for this sort of thing.  No trackers, the only dogs were prison dogs (not trained for this sort of thing) and since it wasn’t Some-Body (but only a horse) a Search and Rescue operation was out of the question.  She did run me up to the store for a couple of gallons of water (this is a dry camp with no electricity – tho it does have an outhouse!) and gave me her ‘phone number before she had to go back to her life.
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The brain storm that found Luna Jack was that the other two will call for one another insistantly and loudly when separated.  I left Finehorn tied in camp and led Jesse James down in the direction that seemed most likely.  Sure enough, the whinneying started and soon enough I heard a third voice: the missing baby.  She was on the inside of the fence down close to where she’d originally bolted (the last time she’d seen the rest of us) and so Very glad to see us.  Leading her back, she touched my back or shoulder with her nose every three strides or so, very contrite and in need of reassurance.  Unfortunately, she’d lost one of the two big pack bags somewhere in the woods.  It contained all of the clothes I wasn’t wearing, my Thermarest mattress and my new DeLorme maps for Louisiana and Mississippi.  By this point it was getting dark and I got the ponies settled as best I could for the night and moved into the shack.  The sheriff returned (bless her 1000 times for this!) with her two little girls, two bales of hay, a bucket of feed and two 15 gallon jugs of water for the ponies.  So far above and beyond the call of duty!
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I spent the weekend looking for the missing bag (big and bright yellow – how hard can this be to find?) in dense pine forests, creeping pricker vines, ATV roads the hunters use and wee trails laid out by the deer.  One morning I was woken by a hunter who asked “do you live here?”  (Really!?)  and when I heard the shots of pig hunters in the woods I decided to suspend the search until they’d finished.  Monday morning I searched again, in the rain, and then I moved on to plan B.  I called Cascade Designs/MSR out in Seattle.  This is the company that makes all of my dry bags, Thermarest, my tent, my fuel canister – honestly, most of my gear.  The young man who answered the ‘phone was super helpful and efficient and replacement gear (functional seconds, at an Amazingly reduced price) should be here today.  Huge thanks to Cascade – and truly brilliant customer service!
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Then I called DeLorme about the missing maps.  A bit more of a process, but the man on the ‘phone actually undertook to write the request e-mail for me (since my laptop was out of juice) and the Atlas and Gazetteers for Louisiana and Mississippi should be arriving (gratis) here today as well.  My finances at the moment are not such that I even Could have paid full price to replace all that was lost – so grateful for the assistance.  Which has also manifested locally as the loggers driving their big trucks up and down the road have adopted me and made sure I’m ok and have what I need for the time that I’m here.  A man stopped yesterday afternoon saying that he’d done a lot of travelling and people have always helped him out and now he’s in a position to do the same – what do I need?  Turns out his wife and grandmother are both seamstresses – so he took the shredded Wizard’s Cloak (manty) with him to see what they can do – saving me over 12 feet of hand sewing!  (I was also offered $300 for Mr.James by a local gentleman, but I declined… )
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Tomorrow, assuming UPS and the USPS do their jobs today, I will ride on towards Colmesneil, TX – 23 miles from here – where I’ll visit the Post Office and hopefully find a few boxes with some “replacement” clothing.  4-5 days ride from there will bring me to the Louisiana border.  I’m really hoping that my unplanned winter lay-up is at an end.  The ponies and I are well rested.  It’s been in the 70s this week and really doesn’t feel like winter.  The last two lay-ups have been “pony heaven” – this one has been boring and not to their liking at all.  They’re not out in lovely pasture, but tethered to trees.  Water is scarce and requires a ride down the road to a shrinking puddle or a difficult-to-access creek.  They’ve had plenty of hay and they’re not suffering but it’s not quite the vacation they’ve come to expect when we stop.  Perhaps they’ll draw a lesson from that in terms of steady behaviour?  (Who can truly fathom the mind of a horse?)P1030926
One thing I have been thinking about is that Luna Jack still doesn’t feel herself quite a part of the herd.  The other two (witness their lack of calling when she was lost) haven’t taken her in and accepted her.  I’ve realized that I have no clue how to rectify that situation (team building exercises for equines?) but what I can do is work to strengthen Luna’s bond to me so that at the very least she thinks of me as her “security blanket”.  The first month of the Journey when Finehorn was learning to be a pack pony we had several instances like this, but she emphatically did not want to get out of sight of the herd, which was really helpful.  Life is a learning curve and Long Rides no exception – it doesn’t help to kick myself (or the ponies) for not having everything working perfectly smoothly 16 months into the Journey.  Time to pick up the pieces, saddle up and ride on.
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Kudos for a Life Well Lived

My own recent difficulties were suddenly snapped into perspective when I received an e-mail from Basha O’Reilly of the Long Riders’ Guild.  British Long Rider Christy Henchie was hit and killed by a bus in Tanzania last Monday and her fiancee’, Billy Brenchley of South Africa, was seriously injured.  At least two of the villagers who had been walking down the road with them were killed and many more were injured, including many children.  My heart goes out to Billy and to Christy’s family and to the friends and families of the Tanzanians involved in this tragedy.  I can’t even begin to imagine the size and shape of the hole that was suddenly torn through their lives.  I never met Christy, but I’ve read about her Journey and I know she was a Long Rider with a passion much like my own.  And in the midst of this tragedy I can’t help but think, “Well done!  We all have to die of something at some time, but You Truly Lived Your Life.”

To read more about this truly inspiring woman, please go to: http://horsetalk.co.nz/2013/01/31/horror-smash-tanzania-claims-life-long-rider/#.UQoTovIpk90

In the words of Albert Einstein, “The most important decision we make is whether we believe we live in a friendly or hostile universe.”  Christy took the first choice and her life, and the lives of countless others, was richer for that.  Thank You Christy, and Billy, I am sorrier than I can say – may you hold fast to the good bits of which there are many.

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Words of Wisdom from Jashton (my nephew)

“Math’s important because without math in life,
what could we count on when it doesn’t add up?”

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What do you do for Entertainment?

I was facing a class of Freshman English students at the High School in Memphis, TX when I was asked that question.  I knew what she was getting at and replied that I had a book along to read, or I wrote in my Journal or posted a blog entry, but I wasn’t satisfied with my own answer.  Another student asked how I’d managed to find time to do so many things in my life.  My reply to that one silenced the class:  “I don’t watch TV.  I don’t spend much time surfing the net, I don’t text, I don’t play video games… ”  They looked at me in disbelief.  Every single one of those students was given an iPad for the school year and they seem to spend quite a bit of time studying “technology”.  These kids are actively and officially encouraged to be plugged in – “connected”.  Talking to a bunch of high school kids was what I was doing for entertainment that day.  (very entertaining, actually!)

Last January, when Gryph and I emerged from the Los Padres National Forest after two weeks with no cell ‘phone coverage (never mind internet) a friend asked me to write about what it was like to “unplug” so drastically.  I’ve been mulling on that question ever since, watching myself with (and without) varying levels of “connection” – and those levels have varied Widely!  Full disclosure: there have been times in my life when I’ve spent most of my waking hours in the company of my computer.  I’ve been hooked into video games, on-line activism, web “research” and, at the Dublin auction barn, a bout of youtube.  The computer is a great place to hide during hurricane season, emotional anguish or writer’s block.  I’m on line right now, writing a blog post, checking my e-mail, looking up random curiosities and playing Freecell (which I have tried and failed to purge from my laptop!)  Writing a blog post takes a really long time under those conditions.

I feel like I’m a different person when I’m spending a lot of time on line versus when I’m only able to be on line briefly and infrequently.  The computer is a really useful tool.  I’ve also come to believe that, for me, it’s a highly addictive, mind and personality altering drug.  When I’m spending a lot of time with my computer I’m less patient with people, my attention span is shorter in general and I’d rather be inside than out.  Even when I’m having a conversation with somebody I really like, part of my attention is on getting back to the box.  I like the control of being able to “click” and change things whenever my mind wanders, the thrill of mental multi-tasking, how quickly I can follow the whims of my brain.  But in terms of my life, the Journey, the needs of the herd and interacting with the people in my immediate environment?  I’m much Less connected.  And my body hurts a lot more, especially my low back and my neck and shoulders.

Two years ago today I moved out.  Yes, on purpose.  Live the Question.  For the past two years I haven’t had a home to call my own and I’ve spent the majority of my time outside in close communion with the elements, feeling the weather on my skin, watching the seasons change, paying attention to what’s growing out of the ground and what’s not.  For two years I’ve lived the way the vast majority of people have lived on this planet up until the past hundred years or less (many people in other parts of the world still live this way) and despite the occasional mishap or minor discomfort I am healthier, happier and (scary to say) saner than I’ve ever been.  Several times during this Journey I’ve had to stop and wait while a horse or human heals – this is one of those times.  On many levels it’s been lovely, but I’ve watched myself get sucked back into “the box”.  I notice the return of the restlessness; I look up the word “malaise” on the online dictionary and read: noun 1) a condition of general bodily weakness or discomfort, often marking the onset of a disease.  2) a vague or unfocused feeling of mental uneasiness, lethargy, or discomfort.  I’m not sleeping as well and fear is creeping back in around the edges; a lack of faith, a dread of “discomfort” and “inconvenience”, moments when I doubt my ability or desire to finish the Journey.

Thursday morning it’s time to saddle, pack and ride.  I’ll say good-bye to the first kitchen I’ve had to call my own since Ireland.  Ice Cream will return to the realm of luxuries along with plentiful hot water and knowing where I’m going to sleep each night.  If it rains I’ll get wet.  If it’s cold I’ll bundle up and if it stays as warm as it’s been this week I’ll need to find a pair of heavy duty clippers to try and give Finehorn a little relief.  Norwegian Fjords don’t dress for 70*F days in late January and with the added humidity she’s often still wet in the morning after sweating the day before!  Thursday morning I will return to what I do for a life these days – I’m looking forward to rejoining the herd and hitting the trail.  I will re-member a life that is full and rich and plenty entertaining enough without seeking outside distractions.  Sometimes I feel like I am the entertainment. 😉 90 miles to Louisiana!

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Visits

Yesterday I went out to visit the ponies where they are waiting for me in a very nice pasture and wondering why I have abandoned them.  Since 14.December, back up in Hamilton, TX (when we didn’t ride out due to Luna Jack’s sprained ankle) we’ve only actually ridden down the road 6 days and during much of the rest of that time the ponies and I have been separated by enough distance that it required a vehicle to visit them.  The herd is not happy with me.  Jesse James at least started to come over to say hello when I came through the gate but when he saw the halter and lead rope in my hand he turned tail and started to walk away.  I grabbed his tail (one of his favorite things – he leans into it and stretches) and he stopped for that, and then allowed me to come and say hello to the other end of him.
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Finehorn (usually transported to bliss by a belly rub) suffered my attentions like a statue.
She’s shedding like crazy and I know the scratching had to feel good but there was no love from the usually demonstrative pony and Luna Jack wouldn’t even let me get close to her.  This was a problem because I’d brought the old 1904 McClellan cavalry saddle out with me in order to see if it fit Luna any better than the sawbuck we’ve been using.  I really needed her to cooperate.  For a solid twenty minutes we went round and round the pasture, a game of chase and evade, the ponies showing off and beautiful and obviously feeling really good after their long rest.  I was walking, not running, but my body handled the uneven ground of the pasture well and left me a lot more confident that I’m mending and ready to hit the trail again soon.  Mr. James and Finehorn tired of the game first and turned to face me, licking and chewing and paying attention.  Luna Jack, not so much.  At one point Jesse and Finehorn stood in the center of a circle as Luna trotted around and around them, watching me carefully but not ready to yield.  It was fun working with them again, the weather was glorious (winter in this part of Texas has a Lot of really lovely days I’m finding) and we had all broken a sweat by the time Luna decided to come in and join up.
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The old McClellan seems to fit Luna much better than the sawbuck did (thank you Gryph for mailing it back) and the current plan is to wait out a few days of predicted thunder and lightning storms and be ready to pack up and ride out on Thursday, the last day of January.  I sometimes wonder if we’d need less of these unplanned breaks if I’d put in a few planned rest stops, but at this point it is what it is and I’ve decided there’s no point in over-thinking things.  I’ve ordered the DeLorme Atlas and Gazetteers for Louisiana and Mississippi and am eagerly awaiting their arrival.  I’ve been enjoying the luxuries of a house, a kitchen, plenty of hot water, electricity and solitude. I’ve been catching up on some reading and correspondence.  I’ve been missing the herd and the rhythms of our days and starting to wonder what life will be like after the riding part of this Journey is complete and it’s time to write the book.  Suddenly 9 1/2 months just doesn’t seem so long.
P.S. – this is Free Range Rodeo blog post #101.  What a long strange trip it’s been…

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“Why?” – a new page w/ old photos

Summer in the Wilderness

Summer in the Wilderness

My favorite version of this question is “What inspired you?” because it’s the easiest one to answer.  I grew up reading the “Little House On The Prairie” books – I had the boxed set and read the entire series at least 7 times.  I then graduated to reading source materials: diaries of pioneer women, men on cattle drives, explorers and madams and settlers and people on wagon trains.  I would try to imagine myself into their lives but their world had vanished and there was no going back.  I did my best; growing up in East Texas my sister and I would dress up in the hoop skirts and sun bonnets Mom sewed for us and drove our pony, hitched to a wee Conestoga wagon, to church on Sundays.  I got to go on cattle drives working one summer on the Boot Ranch in Wyoming and I spent a winter in Nebraska as a goat herder, spending 12 hours a day sitting on a horse trying to keep 1000 Spanish Meat Goats out of the alfalfa and focussed on eating the weeds and cedars they’d been hired to clear from the cow pastures.

Reading is Good

Reading is Good

Then, summer of 2011, I read a book by Mesannie Wilkins, “The Last of the Saddle Tramps” (I know, book titles are supposed to be underlined, but wordpress ‘pages’ don’t allow that, sorry) and it got me thinking in a whole new way.  Mesannie Wilkins was 63 years old in 1954, she had no family, her farm was being repossessed and her doctor said she had a year or two to live, if she lived quietly (I can imagine her thinking “Live Quietly, Where!?”) and she’d lived her whole life in Minot, Maine.  Her mom had always wanted to go to California but never made it.  Mesannie had nothing to lose so she put in one last crop of cucumbers, got a contract with the pickle company, did all the work herself and in the fall bought herself a grumpy summer camp horse named Tarzan for $5.  Tarzan wasn’t pretty but he was tough.  On 8.November, 1954 Mesannie loaded all her gear on her horse, called her dog and, with $32 in her pocket, headed out for California.  She met a bunch of wonderful people, saw some beautiful country, had a few hair-raising adventures and two years later arrived in California.  She appeared on the Art Linkletter show (he’d given her a beautiful white horse as an enticement) and was having so much fun that she turned around and rode to Texas.  She lived another 20 years (shows what doctors know!).
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That was 60 years ago.  Sixty years before that, horses were the most common form of transportation in this country.  The world had changed a Lot between the late 1800s and the mid 1900s.  I was fascinated and encouraged reading about Mesannie’s experiences and gradually my own dream of crossing the USA on horseback was rekindled.  Much has changed between 1954 and 2012 and I started to wonder what it would be like to ride through today’s world, coast to coast, on horseback.  Was it even possible?  If I’m honest, I really didn’t think I’d get away with it.  I expected sometime in the first month to run into the law enforcement person whose job it would be to tell me to cease and desist with such retro-madness.  I expected to be harassed by animal rights activists, run off by shot-gun wielding ranchers and envisioned myself riding through the night looking for a place where we could stop.  It’s amazing what a scary place the inside of a brain can be!

Ponies are Opportunivores

Ponies are Opportunivores

Since 1954 the population of the USA has doubled and the majority have moved from rural to urban living.  I’ve been amazed by the number of kids I’ve met (and remember that I’m Not riding through cities or even very large towns!) who have never touched a horse.  I carry a cell ‘phone and a laptop computer and I have a groovy little solar panel (Nomad – Goal Zero) that hangs from my saddle on the sunny side and charges my ‘phone in an hour while I ride!  The parts of the country that I’ve been riding through have been suffering the worst drought since the dust bowl and economic times are none too good for an awful lot of people I’ve met and still, I have been welcomed and taken in and assisted on my Journey by person after wonderful person – just like Mesannie.

Cup o'Tea? (He lapped up the whole thing!)

Cup o’Tea? (He lapped up the whole thing!)

The decision to embark upon such an epic adventure isn’t a simple one and “Why?” is a complex question for all it has a single word.  Why did I suddenly return to working full time with horses (as a trail guide this time) after 18 years away?  Who could have predicted my connection with Jesse James, my funny little orange horse, who had such a reputation as a psycho when I met him that he hadn’t really been ridden in a year and a half?  I’d made an attempt at an East->West ride back in the late 1990’s but I just didn’t have the right horses for the Journey.  Sometimes I think this trip is as much Jesse’s idea as mine.
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Then there was the reality of being in expensive Northern California with a horse but no car, with a seasonal job ending and my living situation ending as well.  The $2400 I’d managed to save over a whole summer of long hours at $10/hr wasn’t enough to buy, register and insure a vehicle – much less drive it anywhere.  It certainly didn’t seem like enough to get someplace and start a life all over again and with a raw and broken heart I didn’t really want to.  There were times when my panic attacks has me convinced that this whole scheme was just a thinly veiled version of suicide – but it also felt true that  only something completely insane and all-consuming; an undertaking that was going to take everything I had and stretch it to the limits had a chance of saving me.  I’d dreamed of this my whole life – put up or shut up time!
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When the riding part of the Journey is complete and I’ve paid my respects to Mesannie Wilkins in Minot, Maine on 8.November I plan to stop for a while and write a book.  That’s another part of the “Why?”  I want to share some of what I’m learning on this Journey, including how wonderful “we the people” are – despite what they show (over and over and over again) on the TV “news” programming.  Mesannie’s book was so inspiring to me, reminding me what can happen when we have the courage and the faith to Do what we Dream – to listen to our own souls and get past the fears and excuses and live the unique and specific lives that are our birthright.  What a privilege – what a Blessing.  What Fun!
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