Polocrosse and a Progress Report

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Two weeks ago today I fell off my pony.  This morning I woke up in the 7th place I’ve stayed since then.  Healing takes time.  The hardest parts of this trip have been the times when we’re not making forward progress.  It’s quite a jolt to go from being a brave soul off on a grand adventure, “the current world expert on riding horseback down the length of California and crossing the USA via the Southern route during the drought” (hah – now you know the grandiose thoughts that wander through my brain as I ride along the side of the road ;-)) to suddenly being an indigent homeless person with three ponies in need of a place to be while either they or I recover enough to be able to move on.
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It’s one thing to ride up to somebody’s house and ask for a place to stop for the night with everybody knowing that we’ll be moving on in the morning; its a totally different thing to ask for a place to stop when I can barely walk, much less carry a bale of hay out to the herd.  It’s humbling (and scary!) to need to be taken care of by strangers, to trust somebody else to take care of my ponies, to be reminded that as much as I try to be I am not self-sufficient and cannot even procure food without assistance, to suddenly and unexpectedly need a lot of help from a lot of people, to be reminded that plans are as nothing in the face of Reality.

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Healing takes time and progresses on its own schedule.  In the aftermath of a concussion I still have a chronic low-grade head ache and when I’m typing I find myself looking at a homonym of the word I meant (road v rode for example) or the letters come out in the wrong order.  My low back and hips are doing much better so long as I keep my body in a straight line and move slowly -> when I’m lying down with a pillow under my knees it’s easy to convince myself that I’m fine.  I can now lift and carry even my heaviest pack bags, pick things up off the ground and go grocery shopping.  I can wear my jeans and boots and ride in the front seat with a seat belt.  It’s no longer a strain to have a conversation.  I woke up this morning, alone in a lovely cabin, knowing I can be here for a week and feeling quite confident that by that time I’ll be ready to catch my ponies, tack and pack them all by myself and ride down the road awhile before I stop for the night.  I’m looking forward to life getting back to what, for me, has become “normal” (and generally a lot of fun!)
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But enough about the convalescence!  I spent the weekend at my first ever Polocrosse Tournament and I’m so glad I was invited!  The 63 players ranged from some of the top players in the USA (ie – representing the USA in international championship tournaments) to tiny kids playing their first game ever with a parental unit holding the lead-line and everything in between.  It was brilliant!
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Polocrosse is a totally new sport for me so I’ll assume that might be true for some of you as well and lay out a few of the basics as I understand them – and please feel free to correct me if I get anything wrong!  There are 6 people per team and three from each team play for 8 minutes (a chukka) then they get to rest while the other three play a chukka (4 chukkas total).  Each player must use the same horse for the entire tournament (tho since this wasn’t an official “tournament” per se people tended to change horses over the course of the weekend, using it as an opportunity to train a green horse or try out a new horse or school one of the kids’ ponies that was misbehaving.  The racket has a net in a hoop at the end (like Lacrosse) and seems really short and light compared to a polo mallet.  The idea is to get the ball through the goal posts at the end of the field, but there are some restrictions so the person on the fastest horse can’t just grab and dash.  The shirts are numbered 1-2-3 and only the person with the #1 shirt can make a goal (from within the 30 yard scoring area at each end) and the person with the #3 shirt from the opposing team is the only person allowed in that area to try and prevent the goal.  Carrying the ball across the 30 yard line isn’t allowed – so it must be bounced across the line (or passed by another team member) which makes it a lot easier to steal the ball at the crucial moment.
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Polocrosse got started in Australia and there seems to be quite a bit of international travel to tournaments with the amazing (to me) facet that players don’t tend to travel with their own horses (crazy expensive to ship a horse to Australia) but instead borrow horses from their hosts.  The best part of the weekend for me was seeing all the kids participating on an amazing assortment of ponies (some of them as old as 30!) at a wide variety of skill levels and so intent on the game.  So much of the competitive horse world seems to be limited to people with lots of money.  I wasn’t able to show when I was growing up because I couldn’t afford the outfit!  Polocrosse seems incredibly inclusive and I love it for that.  It’s also one of the few sports that I’m aware of in which men and women compete on equal terms.
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Meanwhile, back in tech-world, you may have noticed the word “Route” at the top of the blog.  This is a new page laying out my most current thoughts about how I’m getting from here (wherever here is on any given day) to Minot, Maine.  On the facebook page you’ll see a “find us” button that I’ll do my best to keep updated with (wherever here is on any given day).  I’m very open to suggestions, invitations and pragmatic helpfulnesses regarding my proposed route.
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On facebook, my dear friend Pia tested the process and it’s totally possible to include a photo in a comment on the Free Range Rodeo facebook page – so please, please, please – if you have any photos of the Free Range Rodeo that haven’t made it onto the blog, feel free to post those on the facebook page!  I’m still trying to find the balance between blog and facebook.  Very honestly, the big idea of starting a facebook page isn’t my burning desire to spend more time on the computer, it’s that I’ve been told by people who should know that establishing an “on-line presence” will help when it comes time to publish a book.  This is a numbers game so I admit I’m working on ways to get you to visit both the blog and the fb page regularly which will probably include putting photos up on fb that don’t make it to the blog – while maintaining my “daily updates” page primarily on the blog so that you actually have to go visit my blog in order to get that inside scoop.  (Not that I’m advocating that you spend more time surfing the net, but hey, if you’re there anyway…   and it sure beats TV!;-))  I’m much less clear on the rules of the fb game than the rules of polocrosse – but I’m pretty sure it’s helpful when people “like” and “share” things so please, it’s quick and free and easy and it makes me smile!  (OK – I’ll stop begging now.)
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life after the fall

I am happy to report that I am getting better every day!  I can now get about without the help of a cane and I look relatively normal going up and down the stairs.  My head still has a sore spot and I’m still having difficulties with anything involving twisting (like rolling over in bed!) but I am feeling optimistic about being ready to resume the ride early next week.  Thank you all for your prayers and encouragement, for sending healing energy and for letting me know that you care!  Here are photos from a week ago when I’d gotten out of the truck after over two hours and I couldn’t walk at all: office chair as “wheel” chair and the lovely Belle, my “nurse dog”.

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That was only a week ago!  The past 4 days I have spent back in Cedar Park, following the example of Sarah the Cat, curled up in a soft place, being quiet and allowing my body to heal as quickly as it can.  There are times when being ignored is the best gift of all.  Here is a glimpse of Sunday:
the sun is shining today
through clouds like vast boiling pewter
all the deer of Cedar Park
have fled the encroaching homogenous housing developments
to take refuge on the last 80 acres of the old ranch
somehow they don’t starve…
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Over the holidays I was contacted by a couple just starting out on a much longer ride than my own.  Their names are Anna and Gilles and they’re currently in Argentina, planning to circle the globe on horseback (with their dog) and raising money and awareness for Doctors without Borders/Medicine Sans Frontiers.  You can find their blog at: www.TheGreatHorseTrip.com  and read about the challenges of a long ride starting in South America.  My favorite story concerned their discovery that two of the mares they’d purchased turned out to be pregnant, delaying their trip by many months until the foals were safely delivered and weaned.  I’m really hoping to meet these folks when they do the US part of their Journey!

Another quick note is that I managed to figure out how to load video to the facebook page and put up two early clips of Gryph and Jesse and the silks.  It was the first time I’d attempted to shoot video and that’s really obvious but I thought you might like to see a bit of the beginning stages of the process.  I also had the idea that the facebook page would be a place where people could share photos they’ve taken of the Journey.  It’s a bit tricky to get photos into the blog that are taken with other people’s cameras and so I thought this might be a solution.  If anybody has such photos and would be willing to give that a try I’d be really appreciative – let’s see if this can work!

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Branching Out

OK – I did it.  I caved to peer pressure, drank the cool-aid, donned the uniform – I started a Free Range Rodeo Facebook page.  I’m a total neophyte and still sort of stumbling along, but since so many people have suggested that this is something that will be really really helpful I am feeling at least somewhat hopeful that it will prove to be a good thing.  Meanwhile, I am struggling with such basics as adding photographs…
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Speaking of photographs, I went back and added a bunch to the most recent post – so if this post is showing up in your e-mail, you might want to visit the blog and check out the new photos.
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I’ve wanted to have a way that people could share photos they’ve taken of the Free Range Rodeo along the way – and I’d love it if that could start happening on the FB page – if you do have fun photos of the Journey (no matter how far back) please post them!

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a little rain…

Into every life a little rain must fall…
And after 15 months on the trail (and over 20 months riding Jesse James) I’ve taken a fall.
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Gryph returned to California on the 2nd (a week ago) and I continued on with a herd of three.  The first half hour out was a bit of a mess as the ponies and I sorted out how this was gonig to work.  I had two lead ropes in my hand, a packed mare at the end of each one and none of us had a clear idea of where the lines (or the ponies) should be.  Adding to this, we were heading out a long gravel driveway and none of the ponies wanted to walk on the rocks.  Nobody fussed much and gradually we came to a working arrangement:  Sea on Jesse with the reins in her left hand and two leads in her right.  The shorter rope is attached to Finehorn (walking next to Mr. James) and the longer rope between them leading back to Luna Jack – who walks with her nose between their hips.  It’s compact and simple and Fast!  The big surprise with the new arrangement is that we’ve picked up the pace by at least 1/2 a mile per hour since Finehorn (who tends to dawdle) isn’t about to lose ground to Luna Jack and she marches right along, encouraging Jesse James to keep a brisk pace since he’s supposed to be the leader.  Brilliant!
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Day one the weather was cold and I had no leads on a place to stop for the night.  The best advice I’d gotten was to ride into the town of Blue which had one store, a “beer joint” as it was described to me, that had a hitching rail out front.  I was to ride up to the store, tie up to the hitching rail and ask about a place to stay.  That sounded suitably Texan for my tastes but as I rode into Blue a door opened and a young woman walked out, saw me, walked back in and closed the door, opened the door again and waved.  I waved back.  She disappeared.  Before I’d passed the house the door opened again, two people this time and I waved again and started across the lawn calling out “Hello!”  I was invited in for a cup of tea while the ponies grazed in the front yard.  A cup of tea led to a sandwich.  By this time I could feel my fingers and toes again and we were discussing pony accommodations.  I unpacked the ponies into the garage, tethered Jesse and Finehorn, left a rope on Luna (who hasn’t been trained to tether yet) and left her free to graze, reasoning that she wouldn’t stray far from the other two (especially since there was such good graze around the house).   The next time I looked out the window my ever curious baby was standing by the edge of the road – and three cars had stopped.  Oops!  My bad.  We procured a bale of hay from a helpful neighbor and Luna spent the night in a pen formerly inhabited by an Ostrich.
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The next day the ponies behaved admirably considering that we were riding through alternating rain and sleet.  brrrrrrr!  We were heading towards Lexington where we’d been offered accommodations by a couple who trains polo ponies and recently bought Herk’s Store.  Only a 10 mile day – but once again by the time I arrived at my destination I’d lost feeling in a few of my extremities, even though we’d made excellent time!  I’m starting to really appreciate how spoiled I’ve been with the lovely weather on most of the Journey thus far.  I was up late that night, enjoying getting to know my hosts, listening to new music, gorging myself on broccoli and waterproofing my new Duster.  (If Gryph was still along we’d match! ;-))  Breakfast at Herk’s at The Table of Information and then back to tack up the ponies for another short day’s ride to a pre-arranged destination.  En route I stopped at Herk’s again, for a truly transcendent cheeseburger on a fresh jalapeno bun – and learned that what I’d been told about Lexington, TX was true – EVERYBODY I passed on the road waved.  Every Single Person – amazing!
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By Sunday I was feeling fairly confident leading two pack ponies, the weather was glorious, we found perfect back roads and I wasn’t particularly concerned that I had no plan for a place to stop for the night.  We were riding beside pastures and post oaks and the graze in the bar ditches had plenty of green patches which delighted the ponies.  It was day 5 in a row for the ponies and somewhere in here we’d need to take a rest day but they still felt fresh from our 2 1/2 week break over the holidays and since heavy rains and flooding were predicted for Tuesday I wanted to make as much progress as possible before that broke.  In the afternoon a car passed me, then a few minutes later came back by – a woman leaned out “Are you lost?”  This was S, who invited me back to her place, warning me that she smoked cigarettes and drank beer and that her place didn’t smell very good since she’d had a fire on Christmas day when she’d poured gasoline in the fireplace thinking it was Diesel.  When she warned me that all her linens had been picked up to be dry-cleaned to get the fire smell out I assured her that I had my own bedroll.  It was a good night (and a great stew) except for her chihuahua, named Medicare, who took an instant dislike to me and didn’t stop barking at me the whole time – even the next morning when coffee was ready before 6am.
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That night led to arrangements for Monday night and I had general directions and T’s ‘phone number (who’d called ahead for me) and it was shaping up into another lovely day.  A sand road (the ponies were loving that) and good graze and even better weather.  We were making excellent time and I called T at 1:15pm saying we were on the home stretch.  He said that we were within a mile and 1/2 and offered to come out and lead us in but since that distance would still take us a half hour I declined.  The ponies saw some particularly lush grass along the road so I decided to let them stop for one last graze.  We were all relaxed, ponies grazing, Rhydr enjoying the scenery, no traffic on the road, nothing out of the ordinary when suddenly Luna Jack threw up her head and bolted past Jesse on his left.  Since her rope was in my right hand it caught him from behind and suddenly all three ponies were at a full gallop.  My reins had been at full length to let Mr. James graze – I was caught totally off guard and off balance and within 3 strides, down I went.  I landed hard on my right hip and hit the right side of my head – watching my herd running full tilt over the hill and across the road, gear flying off as they went.
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At first I didn’t even realize I was hurt.  I grabbed my cell ‘phone out of the pocket of my new (to me) duster and called T, telling him what had just happened and asking him to try and intercept from that end and then started after them, gathering gear off the road as I went.  A man stopped and asked if he could help.  He’d seen the ponies head down a dead end dirt road so at least they were off the highway.  We’d put a few bags into his vehicle when T arrived in his truck.  Transfer of gear and thank you and good-bye to the man who’d stopped to help.  We found Jesse and Finehorn together up the side road and caught them, unsaddling Finehorn since the saddle was more under her than on top of her by that point.  Luna Jack emerged from the woods behind us looking more than a little freaked out, the new Wizard’s cloak a bit the worse for wear but both of the main pack bags still aboard and intact.  I led Jesse and Finehorn up the road as she tentatively approached us and got the rest of the gear off of the ponies and into the truck with T’s help.  They were all a little wide-eyed and I was starting to realize that I was pretty banged up.
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Things get a little hazy in memory, but soon T was leading Luna up the road towards the pasture and I was following with Jesse and Finehorn, hanging onto Finehorn’s abundant mane to steady myself and breathing through the pain of each step.  Then I simply couldn’t walk any more.  I told T I needed to stop and leaned on Jesse’s whithers, trying to catch my breath but it was no good.  My body was done walking.  T called his mom to come with the truck and I lowered myself down to the grass on the side of the road.  The ponies grazed around me as we waited.  When the truck arrived I grabbed hold of Finehorn’s mane and she literally dragged me up to my feet and over to the truck.  Mighty Pony – every step slow and careful.  We were maybe 1/4 mile from the driveway at that point and T brought the ponies the rest of the way in and got them settled in the pasture.  I had to borrow a cane from my hostess to get out of the truck.
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It wasn’t a comfortable night, but T had brought me a walker so I could get myself to the loo and H, my hostess, was gracious and did her best to take care of me.  She wasn’t accustomed to letting strangers into her home (living alone at 83) so this was a stretch for her and I so much appreciated her hospitality.  The next day the rain had started in earnest by the time L&N arrived with a trailer to transport the ponies and me to their place in Montgomery.  By the time I got out of the truck 2 hours later I was pretty incompetent.  I barely got into the house with the help of L’s arm and a cane and they got me to a bed by putting me in an office chair and wheeling it through the house.  By this morning I was able to use the cane in a fairly conventional manner and even make it to the breakfast table under my own steam so I’m improving rapidly!  Thank you to everybody who is praying and sending healing energy my way.  This has been a pretty scary (and sore) few days.P1030811   P1030808

Years ago my mom’s cat got hit by a car but she lived through it – barely.  She dragged herself to a soft place in the laundry room and laid there for days, sleeping a lot and eating very little.  After awhile she started to move around again and soon she was back to her usual obnoxious self.  I’ve decided that what worked for Sarah cat will probably work for me as well.  Today I’m feeling all over stiff and sore and it’s obvious that my body just wants to rest.  The ponies are out grazing in the pouring rain (there’s a barn that they can go into but the Free Range Rodeo ponies are too tough for that!)
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I’ll try and write more soon – and get some photos up.  I’m incredibly grateful that the ponies and I are all in one piece.  I haven’t gone through all the gear yet, but nothing seems to be terribly damaged.  I’m grateful that this accident was just that, an accident.  There were no vehicles on the road and this was nobody’s fault.  I learned later that a man was hunting wild pigs a 1/2 mile up the road and Luna is terrified of pigs, so maybe that has something to do with why she spooked?  Maybe I’ll decide to dismount when we stop to graze in the future, but probably not.  I’m in awe of the way people have reached out to me at this difficult moment in the Journey – especially the Polocrosse crowd I was first introduced to back in Cedar Park and who have done so much to make the past week a good one – caring for the ponies and I like we’re part of their community.  Blessings on your all!
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Luna Jack’s Growing Up

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The second day I went to play with the ponies and the silks, I started out on Jesse James. But this time Finehorn did not want to be left out. She was getting much braver and taking cues from Jesse James. I could see her chewing on the idea that maybe a flying Gryph was not so bad after all….

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Luna Jack was adamently watching and always sure to present herself close by with calm, questioning disposition. I interpreted this as a very sensible way of asking to be included and learn something new. Keeping in mind that she had never had a person on her back before in her life, I was very excited about the prospect of this experiment. And, as I had predicted, she handled it like a skilled and practiced expert. She seemed to enjoy the attention immensely, listening to my cues and movements with intent concentration.

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In the midst of this, one can observe the two grumpy and sulking ponies in the periphery. They were certainly willing to express their disgruntled jealousy, and were certainly not keen on admitting to Luna Jack being accepted in as a comrade.

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Sea and I will have to start coming up with more challenging puzzles and tricks for the intelligent and willing Luna Jack.

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time to reflect

It’s Christmas time and it seems like everybody I’m in contact with is frantically busy, stressed out and gnawing through a to-do list pages long; trying to get everything done and make everything perfect for the holidays.  Gryph and I are emulating the ponies.  We’re catching up on sleep and eating things that are tasty and nutritious.  It’s nice to have a week to rest and reflect and remember some of the highlights of the past few months.
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Like riding through Gordon, Texas and passing by the elementary school during recess ->  The kids thronged the chain link fence, full of questions and admiration for the ponies.  As we rode away I heard them yelling “California!” across the school yard with all the magic and promise that the word has held for various groups over the decades (gold rush, dust bowl, summer of love… )  Or that morning when Gryph did a brilliant impromptu soft shoe for a herd of fascinated kine to the song “Cows” (by The Seldom Herd) played on the iPod.
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Walters, Oklahoma where we were offered a cabin behind the Cotton County Chiropractic Clinic.  I’d mentioned that I was 13 years out on my tetanus shot and worried about ponying a pack horse with a sore arm.  Well, the shot was delivered by the pasture where we put the ponies (and didn’t hurt a bit) and the next day Gryph and I got to enjoy hi-tech hydro-massage beds before getting adjusted!  But here’s the amazing thing: Dr. Jeff Hickman is both a Chiropractor and a PA – and he’s the only doctor for miles around.  He takes care of the people of his community, whether they have health insurance or not, whether they can afford the whole fee or not, because he can.  In the midst of all the political debates about health insurance (and the reality of how impossible it is for so many of us to afford anything approaching a viable health care plan) it was so inspiring to learn about this clinic and the healing that’s happening there.  Blessings on the CCCC!
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In Silverton, after Finehorn tasted her first caramel apple at the boy scout’s bake sale I was escorted through town to my haven for the night by twin 13 year old girls who told me how much they loved living in that small town and how they hoped to marry and raise famies of their own there after college.  This was my first stop after Tulia, TX and I was offered a day of rest in an unused apartment.  I was telling my host about how well I’d been cared for by complete strangers when I was sick and in the emergency room and afterward and he said that they’d do that for total strangers but not for their neighbors.  It was a real joy to be able to tell him that the Tulia Baptist Church hadn’t held services the Sunday before.  They’d put an ad in the paper, offering their help to anyone in the community (Not just people from their church – Anybody!) and the members of the church were spending that Sunday cleaning out gutters, fixing fences, bringing meals and home made bread to shut-ins and the elderly, painting and raking and offering whatever other assistance people had asked for.  How cool is that!?
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One morning I’d spent an incredibly cold and windy night sheltered in an abandoned house and in the morning as I was packing up my bedroll I noticed that a tarantula had shared my blankets and gotten a bit squished and crumpled in the process.  I apologized and set her in a safe place while I packed up for the days ride and had the amazing experience of watching her somehow unfold and sort of reinflate each leg in turn until, by the time I left the house she was back to her former shape and size and walking slowly across the floor.  I really wish I’d gotten photos of that process!
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We’ve been asked a few times if we’ve had any trouble with the law.  I reply (truthfully) that no, we haven’t.  In Jacksboro I was telling a woman about how Mesannie Wilkins had mentioned in The Last of the Saddle Tramps how frequently sheriffs had come out to escort her into town if it was getting dark, helping her to find a place for her horses for the night, even letting her sleep in the jail if it was cold (and feeding her) and how this was something that really seemed to have changed in the past 60 years.  We can’t seem to get a sheriff or police officer to stop even when we want to ask directions!  (When I was adopted by the 3 firemen in Alpine and asked them the secret to getting a cop to stop they suggested throwing a rock at the car!)  With the notable exception of Officer Ray Mince back up in Dixon, CA we’ve been pretty much ignored by law enforcement types.  Turns out that this woman’s nephew is a sheriff in Palo Pinto and through that whole county we had somebody looking out for us any time we needed it, including an escort over the narrow twisty approach to (and bridge over) the Brazos River and also down a particularly difficult steep hill with blind curves!  Kudos and much thanks to Deputy Casey Armstrong.
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Then there was the day that we were offered a rest stop for lunch that included a hot tub – and the packs were transported by truck so that the ponies could enjoy a rest that day as well.  And the day that we were told to stop in at the little store at the 4 corners and get whatever we wanted – it was already covered.  We had a delightful picnic on the front stoop of the Masonic Lodge next door and met 4 interesting characters sitting at the table in the back of the shop.  Every time Gryph or I went into the store we were asked one question, from how old we were to if we were married to how we were related.  I was asked where we’d started and when I replied “Northern California” one of the men, in a low slow voice mentioned that he had kin from there, but they’d all died.  I was about to reply when the woman next to him remarked that California didn’t sound like all that healthy of a place.  The man, deadpan, responded that they’d lived there a long, loooong time.  His may have been the driest humor I’ve ever encountered.
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The day Gryph hung the silks up for the first time from the rafters in the auction barn pens we were both really excited and when our host came to see if we needed anything we were trying to explain to him what we’d been doing.  Finally we showed him some of the photographs (worth 1000 words) and later we overheard him on the ‘phone telling somebody about how she was all twisted around in some curtains and stripped down to barely nothing.  The next day when Gryph went to practice she had a cowboy audience ranging in age from 5 to over 50!  They didn’t want to try it themselves…
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Merry Christmas to All and to All a Good Night!

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One week before Christmas

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Saturday morning we had to leave the Hamilton, TX auction barn and find another place to stay.  We walked up a driveway past many beautiful Boer goats and knocked on a door.  The woman we spoke with was friendly but her pastures were full.  She took us across the street and up the hill to another house and knocked on the door.  There was room for three ponies and two women while we tried to figure out the next step.  By Monday we had a horse haven arranged in Cedar Park, north of Austin – but no way to get there!  I’ve spent the last two days making ‘phone calls, sending e-mails, asking everyone I can find or think of, trying to arrange for a trailer to carry us the 100 miles from here to there – and failing.  It’s the holiday season and people are busy!  We can cover the cost of gas and a bit, but nowhere near what the big professional shipping companies charge and I feel like I’m running out of options.
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I was talking with my Mom last night about faith and trust in the context of “seek and ye shall find”, “ask and it shall be given” – and how this Journey has been such an amazing experience of everything we’ve needed being provided just as we’ve needed it – but there’s also the matter of asking and seeking…   She reminded me of Joseph, with a donkey and a very pregnant Mary, going door to door, knocking and asking – “Is there room in the Inn?  Can we stop here for the night?”  I feel for the man!  With every ‘phone call I’m feeling more and more like a nuisance.  The timing is inconvenient to say the least and it’s hard to be continually dependent on the kindness of strangers in a world where we’re all supposed to be self-sufficient (and have a vehicle!)
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Gryph and I are feeling incredibly grateful that we’ve been offered a place where we can hole up and hide for Christmas; a blessed relief from the necessity of knocking on doors over the holiday season when people are wrapped up in their family traditions and celebrations.  We’ve also been offered a good pasture situation for the ponies nearby.  We’re all currently safe and sound and comfortable, humans and horses alike.  The swelling in Luna Jack’s leg is much improved and it’s looking very likely that she’ll be ready to roll by the New Year.  We have so very much to be thankful for, and yet where is my focus?  I’m stewing and worrying and feeling weighed down with the responsibility of figuring things out and making things happen and keeping it all under control.  Haven’t I learned anything in the past year!?
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There has to be a balance here somewhere.  One of the things my Dad drilled into us growing up was: “Who built the ark for Noah?”   (The answer was obvious – his kids! -> just kidding Dad.)  It does kind of put a new spin on the verse “faith without works is dead.”  I can have all the faith in the world that a way down to Cedar Park will be provided, but if I don’t make the ‘phone calls and rattle the bushes, how will anybody know that I need help?  On the other hand, now that I’ve spent two days doing everything that I know to do, why can’t I “let go and let God” and just wait in peaceful acceptance of the situation, Knowing that everything we need will be provided at the perfect time?  When do I just let it all go and take a walk outside?  How about now?
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OK – real time here – and I am Not kidding you!  I finished writing that last paragraph, went and found Gryph who was feeding and watering the ponies and we went for a walk, down the road to The Dutchman for a loaf of fresh homemade bread.  They were sold out for the day so we got some crackers and cheese – and ice cream cones for the walk home.  We had just started making dinner when the ‘phone rang.  “Call Bob.  Here’s his number.  He’ll run you down there.”  So I did, and he will, tomorrow morning.  Blessings on Bob, and on Marilyn, who didn’t give up!  Besides, who knows how things work behind the scenes; maybe all this stress and process was necessary just so that I’d write this blog post and somebody I’ll never meet could read it when they’re in a similar situation…
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Bumps in the Road

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I spent much of today working on a blog post and waiting for the vet.  This is not that blog post.  The vet finally arrived at 6:30pm and we learned that Luna Jack has suffered (in human terms) a sprained ankle. He said she should move as little as possible until the swelling goes down (several days at least) and it could be weeks before she’s ready to carry a pack again.  If we push her now it could mean the end of the Journey for her and we love her too much to let that happen.  The road shoulders have been nice and wide lately but the actual footing has been rough and lumpy, difficult walking for hoof and boot alike.
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We’re at the Hamilton Auction Barn and loads of cattle, sheep and goats will be coming in this weekend for the sales on Monday and Tuesday.  We find out tomorrow morning if we can stay the weekend but we certainly need to be out by Monday morning latest.  What to do?  One lesson I’ve learned is that I need to be honest about what’s going on in the hard times as well as the good times and trust people to understand and love us anyway.
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We’ve got a good place for the humans to stay in Austin, TX from 20-27 December and a few leads on potential places for the equines to rest and graze.  It’s possible that Luna Jack will be able to walk 10 miles a day down the road with no packs on by Monday and it’s also possible that she’ll need more rest time than that.  We’re actively exploring options – and feeling a bit freaked out.  Prayers, practical options, help transporting gear and/or ponies, a pasture near Austin or any other any other assistance would be very gratefully received as we try to do what’s best for the ponies and make it down to Austin somehow.  (Help!)
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ps – credit where credit is due – I learned today that Will Rogers is the source of the Man Cave Wisdom I posted earlier.
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Words of Wisdom from the Man Cave

(explaining why Free Range Rodeo cowgirls don’t wear spurs… )
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Gryphon’s Golden Silks

This was my first time rigging by myself, with my very own first pair of silks, and I did not die. I climbed up on the catwalk above the cow pens the ponies were staying in, balanced myself on the railing and figured out how to safely attach my nylon sling loop to the rusty but very strong metal rafter.
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Finehorn seems to find this extremely funny. But the funny thing is, she also seems to be terrified of the silks. We have been experimenting with some basic vaulting routines bareback and that has been going great, but as soon as i was swinging above her and flying at her she wanted nothing to do with it.

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So here I am trying to get Finehorn interested in standing still while i decend down onto her back, and the whole time Jesse James is standing there waiting for me to notice him. When I finally got around to trying him out for size he was delighted and really wanted to play….He ground his feet into the dirt and spread his stance and became very serious as if to say “I am a rock, I’m ready for you!”

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Since then we have been trying some more complicated manouvers, such as shoulder tumbles and an assortment of things I think are great fun, but today he let me know he was getting bored. He wants to know when I will choreograph his part. I have searched around via the internet trying to find what’s out there in the ways of interactive horses and silks, and aside from someone riding in on a horse and then moving to the silks, or vice versa, theres not a bit of it being done! This makes me excited to push the boundaries on what can be done dancing together. I think we will come up with a really funny burlesque act!

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