Same Language – Different Culture

Tuesday I rode a mule for the first time.  Her name is Charlene and she’s tall, like Daisy, and calm and friendly and quite definitely Not “a horse with long ears”.   We’d gone out looking for a missing calf – dead or alive.  The cow had come back to the barn – calfless and bawling.  There is a mountain lion known to be hunting in the area, there was a bear seen recently down along the river at the edge of the ranch – and while on the reservation I’d heard that a pair of wolves had come down from the mountains (where they’d been released by the government) and were working the Gila river – two calves and a calving cow had already been killed.  After over an hour of searching, for a calf, a carcass or some tracks that might yield a clue, I returned to the barn.  Jesse James gave me a Look.  I was able to assure him that I had no intention of trading him in on a mule.  The “language” was the same (seat, legs, hands and voice gave the same commands) but there was a very real difference – Charlene moved differently than a horse,  had different reactions to things, thought differently.  Different culture.  I’ve got a lot to learn about mules before I even think about adding one to the herd.

I’d run into this concept a few years ago when I had the opportunity to spend the better part of a year in Ireland.  Theoretically we all spoke English – but the communication glitches went far beyond accents and idioms – there were basic cultural assumptions that were following a very different pattern and thought process.  For instance – they think that the U.S. is barbaric not to provide universal health care, their artists (and writers) live tax free, and a cup of tea is offered almost before “hello”.  Not to mention the permeability between what I considered “ordinary reality” and other realms or dimensions that people there seemed to take for granted.  Gryph was taking pictures of a small waterfall and when we looked at the images later she’d captured a wee pixie standing on a rock – it was obvious what it was, and nobody even thought it odd.

Last week, crossing the San Carlos Apache Reservation, I had a similar experience.  The ponies were badly in need of a rest and on Friday evening we camped down along the Gila River.  Saturday afternoon I heard a vehicle pull up and a door open and close.  As I finished strapping on my Chacos an Apache man appeared at the top of the wash, looking down towards my tent.  I stood up and walked towards him and he said “I was just wondering who was down here.  Are those your horses?”  I said that they were and explained my situation.  He said that they had come to go fishing, “but there are other places to go fishing.”  As he turned back to his jeep, where his wife and kids were waiting, I asked him if it was ok that I was there.   “I wasn’t sure how to ask for permission.  Who owns this land?”  He looked at me as if I had grown an extra head.  “It’s tribal land.  Nobody owns it.  You’re fine here.”   And I was.

When I was plotting out my route, plenty of people warned me about the Reservation.  “You don’t want to go through the Rez”  was the basic assumption, for whatever reason.  There were warnings about permits and about “those Crazy Apache.”  But the most logical route from where I was to where I wanted to go led through the Rez – and so I went.  And people were friendly, and helpful, and interested and encouraging (like everywhere else I’ve passed through on this Journey).  The Apache warned me about rattlesnakes.  (The one I encountered let me know that I shouldn’t ride too close – and the ponies and I passed safely on the other edge of the narrow dirt road.)  The Apache also warned me about their neighbors to the East – the Mormons.  “The Mormons aren’t friendly.  They don’t like transcients.  They’ll run you off and won’t let you camp – and they own all the land you’ll be traveling through.”

On Good Friday I left the reservation – and the Mormons I met took me in with amazing hospitality and warmth.  Seeing that the ponies were in need of a real break, they offered me a place to stay and rest for as long as was necessary.  And here I am, encountering yet another culture with which I share a common language.  One of the things that I’ve been thinking about over the past year is how America traditionally places a high value on being “self-sufficient” – which used to mean having the skills, ingenuity and work ethic to feed, clothe and shelter one’s self and family.  It seems that the current version of “self-sufficiency” has more to do with being able to afford to shop at Walmart (or at least having a credit card with which to procure the necessities of life.)  The people I am staying with are serious about old school self-sufficiency.  They have chickens for eggs and cows for milk and cheese and butter.  They can and freeze food and put up hay for their livestock.  It’s a lot of work!  They aren’t Luddites – they use tractors and drive to town, but they think seriously about life without the luxury of readily available fuel (hence the mules).

Speaking of Luddites – please excuse the lack of photographs in this blog entry.  I’m not the camera whiz and I have yet to figure out how to wipe a memory card clean so that I can re-use it.  I’m working on it – meanwhile I’ll post this as is – and get on with other tasks.  Oh – and the calf that Charlene and I were looking for returned!  It seems that its mother hid it somewhere while she came back for a drink of water – obviously she did a good job!

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Half a Rodeo…

I must admit that I was feeling less than fully confident as I rode out of Tonopah with Jesse James and Finehorn – but without Gryph and Daisy and Cowgirl.  Even my spectacular new hat didn’t quite make up for feeling like we were moving on as half a herd.  How would people respond to me, traveling “solo”?  What had Gryph been saying to people when she knocked on their doors and secured us a place to stop for the night?  How was I going to get supplies without leaving the ponies alone?  So much of the trip has been based on teamwork – and we’d learned a lot about how to make things work for the 6 of us in terms of daily routines and protocols over the 5+ months on the trail.

My first night out I got told “no” 3 times before I finally found a place to stay.  That had never happened before!  But the place that said “yes” was a really good stop – 3 generations of Mexican men at Silverado Ranch took me in and treated me like family – feeding me pork from a pig they’d raised themselves and sharing stories into the night.  The ponies shared a pen and alfalfa with some goats, I enjoyed a sheltered camp spot and coffee and breakfast in the morning.  There was joy in my heart as I rode down the lovely Hassayampa Wash.

The next day I had reason to be grateful that my siblings are on Facebook!  I had gotten a pretty intense sunburn on my south arm and was in need of a light weight long sleeve shirt so I called my long-armed brother (who used to live in Phoenix) and a man that he knew from Food for the Hungry (in Bolivia) offered to drive down with his daughter and bring me a shirt and some sunscreen.  AND an unschooling family that my sister “knows” on-line were coming with a bale of hay and a picnic.  I rode past a very fancy equestrian center and rodeo grounds in search of the Gila River – which I could see on the map, and planned to follow through the next stage of my journey.  As I rode around some graffiti’d barricades a man in a white pick-up truck passed me.  I waved, trying to signal him to stop.  He half-waved back and kept driving.  I came around a bend in the road as he pulled up next to another big truck.  A large hispanic man emerged from the other truck.  The man who had passed me turned out to be a small asian man.  They were both wearing bullet-proof vests and had multiple guns and seemed to have plenty of ammo.  I tried to act normal and asked if they knew the area.  “No.”  “Do you know how far it is to the river from here?”  “It’s a long way – you should turn back.”  They didn’t have to tell me twice – this was obviously no place for a family picnic!  I rode back to the equestrian center and asked an equestrienne if she knew of a place I could camp with the ponies for the night.  She directed me to a near-by lake (which wasn’t on the map!) and I followed her directions – and then called my visitors to let them know where to find me.

That evening was really fun!  8 people had driven over an hour to be helpful – the spot on the lake was perfect – the ponies were charming scroungers – it was exciting to have “company” and the picnic was long on fruit (which I had been craving.)  I think everybody wished they were camping with me that night – and in the morning the sunrise was so beautiful that I stayed up to watch it rather than go back to sleep after a late night.

The next day was challenging – I got lost – twice!  Once by following an ATV trail for miles up an eerie and beautiful wash – only to have it turn around a clump of trees and stop – by a pile of spent shotgun shells.  I returned to the last known water, asked some kids who were fishing to help me with the map, and wound up riding through a posh AZ housing development – fancy houses cheek-by-jowl – each with their own little swimming pool nestled within the high-fenced oasis of the back yard.  People driving home from work stuck smartphones out of SUV windows to take my picture as they drove past without so much as a wave – I felt like a zoo exhibit.  Then I discovered that the road I was following turned into dirt and disappeared into a mountain.  At my absolute wits end I was rescued by a couple on bicycles – who were patient and kind and didn’t run away screaming when I dealt with an overly aggressive photographer by charging him with the ponies when he wouldn’t stop taking photos after I’d asked him to desist 3 times.  Instead they went out of their way to find a place to put the ponies for the night (bringing alfalfa from a different farm) – and then they invited me home to meet their kids, shower, eat nourishing and delicious food, wash laundry and get a good night’s sleep.  And they gave me a tent to replace my beloved ancient pyramid, which was rapidly giving up the ghost – which has served me admirably through the Rez (despite a few issues with elastic and glue from having spent 3 summers in an AZ garage -> nothing a little duct tape couldn’t handle.)

The next day brought an invitation from a couple driving by with a truck and trailer, who gave me directions to their house and offered not only a day of rest for the three of us, but helped me get the vaccines that the ponies needed before the end of the month, and convinced me that the safest, sanest choice was to load the ponies into their trailer for a ride up to Globe (and after seeing the road I was really glad I’d heeded their wisdom!)  Meanwhile my mom had sent a care package to a cousin I hadn’t seen in 10 years, and she came down with her 3 kids to deliver it – we went to Dairy Queen for ice cream while we caught up a bit – and the ponies were in a safe place to allow that to happen – hurrah!

One other wonderful surprise that transpired that week – which I only found out about in retrospect – was that my friends down in Manhattan Beach threw a Free Range Rodeo party – sponsored by Rookie Brewing – and raised enough money that I was able to order an MSR Mutha Hubba tent – which fits all my requirements, and will hopefully last the rest of the Journey.  I’m hoping to find it at the PO tomorrow morning!

So – that was the first week sans Gryph.  I found myself missing her most when things got strange – or beautiful – not having someone there to share the numina (things that can be perceived with the mind, though not with the senses).  I am aware that Finehorn considers me a poor substitute – but she’s adapting and Jesse is paying more attention to her as well.  I am learning that I can do this Journey solo – and that even without Gryph this ride is what I most want to be doing with my life.  Blessings on the Journey – Blessings on us all!

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Living your Purpose

Jennifer McGrail blogged about her visit with Sea last weekend in a blog titled “Living Your Purpose” (click on the title to read that blog post,) She included a couple of great pictures of her kids, Sea and the ponies.

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San Carlos Nation

Sea is riding through the San Carlos Apache Indian Reservation, also known as the San Carlos Nation. Sea has been having a great time w/ the Apache she has been meeting along the way.

Sea spent last night by the river in the town of San Carlos. Right now she’s headed down to find another camping spot by the river. If she finds a nice spot she’ll be spending an extra night to give the ponies a much needed day of rest.

Sea is without computer access and has limited phone connection during this leg of the trip. Whenever she has the chance, as close to daily as possible, Sea updates her Daily Update/Contact Information page. If she can’t get online she phones in an update to a helpful friend or family member.  Click the tab above this post, just below her header to read the latest, including her use of pony power in dealing w/ a disrespectful photographer.

Be sure to check her Daily Update often because the updates aren’t saved, once they are gone you’ve missed your chance to find out the inside scoop of the trip.

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Heading Out from El Dorado Hot Springs

Photo Credit: Cheryl

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Lakeside Dinner Delivery

Photo Credit: Mike

Thank you to the McGrail family for bringing a picnic to share w/ Sea and the ponies!

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A New Chapter

Jesse James and Finehorn have been watching me very carefully the past few days.  I think they must wonder if I’m leaving or if it will be one of them.  They stand closer together than they usually do, they whicker in my direction and share their alfalfa with the three young bunnies in camp.  When I fed them this morning I told them to eat up because we’re leaving today.

It’s been a bit of a rough stretch, halving the Free Range Rodeo, even though all of the departing members are going on to great things.  Gryph is up in Boulder, working hard at finding the right situation for her apprenticeship in circus skills.  Daisy and Cowgirl left Sunday morning for Rosamond and in less than a week Daisy will catch a ride north to Redding where my cousin eagerly awaits her arrival.  Cowgirl went on her first Pacific Crest Trail scouting trip on Wednesday and I received this missive yesterday:
“she was perfect. She wanted to lead. 4 miles up, narrow rocky trail with a beginner. she was into it.”

I’ve spent the past two weeks working (massage therapy) to replenish funds, soaking in hot water, trying to catch up on a bit of the pragma and wondering what’s next.  Today I find out.  Setting out “solo” isn’t scary so much as it’s requiring me to jump back on the learning curve -> how to pack Finehorn sensibly and symmetrically sans Gryph and her gear is a challenge I must surmount this morning.  Gryph has been the Quartermaster – most of that level of organization fell on her shoulders, to the point where it had slipped off my radar – until suddenly she was gone.  The same holds true in matters of photography and food – I’m having to take on three new jobs – essential functions that I have not had to worry about for months!

I realized yesterday that while, yes, I do have a level of trepidation about where I will sleep tonight and how I will sort for the ponies, it’s not any stronger than it had been when there were 6 of us – that’s a daily tension that seems a part of the Journey.  It’s been a rare thing in the past 5 months to know where we are going to stop before we get to a likely place and ask.  It’s worked out pretty well thus far – blessings on the many “strangers” who have befriended us along the way – and I find myself anticipating that it will continue to work out as I continue to make my way Eastward.

And now it is time to step into the hot tub for one last soak, balance the bags (and see if there’s anything else that i can possibly leave behind), groom and saddle the ponies, load up Finehorn, don my spectacular new hat, zip up my chaps, hop on Jesse James and hit the trail – riding out of El Dorado Hot Springs and into the next phase of the Journey.

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Happy News

Cowgirl has found a new situation – working with B and her Volunteer Trail Maintenance Crew on the Pacific Crest Trail.  We are really excited and feel like she’ll be really happy in her new life (it comes with a pasture, work she enjoys and lots of love).  She’s moving back to California on Saturday and will go on her first scouting trip on Wednesday.  Rejoicing!

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a Fork in the Road

Gryph (on Finehorn) and Sea (on Jesse James) rode into the El Dorado Hot Springs in Tonopah on Saturday night, celebrating 5 months  on the trail as the Free Range Rodeo.  It’s been an amazing 5 month Journey, full of blessings and lessons and more than our fair share of sunny days (we’ve ridden in 1 1/2 days of rain this whole time!) and now we have come to a fork in the road.

When we left the Apple Farm we were talking a lot about “living the question” (Rilke) – and the questions we were living as a part of the Journey.  “What is it like to live with/as the herd?”  was one of the questions we were eager to inhabit.  “Where will we sleep and how will we feed the ponies?”  was another question high up in our minds.  But deeper down and late at night there were other questions, “Who am I going to have to become in order to live this life?” and “Why are we Really doing this?”  I was very clear that while I have wanted to cross the country on horseback since I was a child, that this Journey is the major dream of my life, the one I never outgrew, the fantasy that’s haunted every period of discontent – while I know that this is what my soul is called to do – I have no idea WHY.

Over the past 5 months, as I’ve grown into this life and this Journey, I’ve often had the feeling that this is what I was designed for: physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually.  It’s a strange feeling, and a good one.  This trip has not all been easy.  Last week we had to camp out in the desert in a wind storm with gusty 50mph winds.  We tucked the hay for the ponies into the greasewood bushes, put everything we could into our drybags (which also keep dust out!) crawled into our sleeping bags, rolled up in tarps and waited for morning.  We even slept some.  In the morning we had sand in our mouths, in our eyes and noses and ears, in our sleeping bags and clothes – it had permeated everything permeable.  And I still sat there thinking: it sure beats an hour and a half commute each way every day to a desk job.  But that’s just me.  And nobody’s life is made up only of good bits.  I have a feeling like I’m growing into myself through this Journey – and that’s probably part of the point.

Another part is something that I hadn’t really pondered much ahead of time – which is the effect this trip has been having on others we’ve encountered along the way.  I think a part of me didn’t really believe that we were going to get away with this – I couldn’t live with myself if I didn’t at least try – but I more than half believed that some authority figure would come along and put a stop to things.  Oh me of little faith.  And the very fact that we Are succeeding at doing something like this, in 2012, without a corporate sponsor (or a whole lot of money saved up) is inspiring – not only to us, but to plenty of other people who are in various stages of living their own dreams.  I heard on the ‘phone the other day from a woman we’d met during the first month of the Journey who said she was still following the blog and how she keeps being amazed at how many nice people we’re meeting, and how many great experiences we’ve had – because she had really feared for our safety and figured we’d have all sorts of problems with bad people along the way.  One of the blessings of this Journey is finding that by daring to live out my dream, I’m encouraging other people to do the same.  It’s pretty cool to be experiencing that “theory” – live!

Which brings us to the deep thoughts engendered by our recent desert crossings and the dreams of Gryphon.  Gryph has decided that it’s time to pursue her own dream of performing.  She’s heading to Boulder to find a trainer and start rehearsing for the September auditions for Cirque du Soleil.  I saw Gryph practicing Aerial Silk Dancing last summer, and she’s amazing.  She’s also got a lot of hard work ahead of her in the next 5 months!  It’s hard to imagine this Journey without Gryph – this past 5 months would have been a lot harder without her partnership.  But at this point I have gained the confidence to go on alone – and she’s gained the confidence to follow her own dream.  Blessings on the Journey.  (It somehow seems totally appropriate that if she’s leaving the Rodeo it’s to join the Cirque.)

The hardest part of this decision has been the realization that I can’t keep the herd together if I’m going solo.  I’ll continue riding Jesse James, Finehorn will continue in her preferred role of stalwart pack pony – and it’s looking like Daisy will be heading up to join my cousin Susie in Redding.  But Cowgirl needs to find a new situation.  She’s served us well – kept her cool through traffic and barking dogs, freight trains and narrow mountain trails – we’ve ridden her, packed her, ponied off of her, forded rivers and crossed the Mojave.  We’re sad to see her go – but we do need to find a new home for her – ASAP.  If you’re interested or know someone who might be, please be in touch (contact information is on the “daily update” page).  Thank You!

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The Belated Scoop

Well folks, although the Free Range Rodeo of over a month ago is very different from the Free Range Rodeo of today, we still thought you may be interested in hearing a piece of the past that will help to catch us up to the now. It is well known that Sea left for a week on February 7th to visit with the family in Florida. What is less well known is what took place concerning the Free Range Rodeo in her absence, for without access to the internet we were unable to tell of our adventures, So here’s the belated scoop.

Live from the Lucerne Valley’s Lazy Lizard Ranch, a special Free Range Rodeo report: Following a grueling 25 something mile trek over hills and up river beds, down dusty valley roads and finally the long race alongside the desert highway, giant storm clouds encircling the valley on three of its cardinal points and scatterings of hail on our tail hastening the trot:

 Cowgirl carrying Gryph and Jesse with his guest passenger arrrived at night fall to the opulent retreat of lazy lizard rancho. Jesse and Cowgirl where eager to reunite with the rest of the herd who had expediated up the road with R Rescue and had for most of the day been living it up in their own stall. Also were our two protagonists excited by the scents and sights of many other mares of different extraction all lounging in spacious stalls, the light dust of alfalfa hanging low to the ground.

Gryph & guest where then graciously located to one of the on-site guest accomodations and a dinner of roast chicken and potatoes with soda pops provided to ease the discomfort of their 8 or so hours in the saddle.

The days leading up could not prepare us for this ride, but at least hinted that we could indeed handle such a thing. From S’s, on Smoketree road, we rode out healthy and energized from a restful few days waiting for our McClellan saddle to be repaired. A long day down Smoketree to Baldy Mesa, south into an enthusiastic desert plains wind and eventually to the overpass taking us across the dreaded highway 15. As the sun lowered into the hills our thoughts turned towards setting up camp, the road led us to a fenced dirt lot where we rested our ponies and ourselves that night. Our host M brought us wood for a campfire and we cooked up a feast that could not be beat. We put up our tent and the whole herd contentedly grazed together.

   The next day was when the wind started in ernest, and on it blew through the night. So, it came to be after a cold night of Hesperia Parks and Recreation’s hospitality: the horses in wind-swept, trough-less stalls, and the humans slumped amongst their belongings in discreet array, huddled from the wind in an ancient aztec dome, the temorarily re-constructed Free Range Rodeo waited tensely and helplessly for the imminent and ominous dark clouds approaching….

The light of morning came at last, breaking the cold drafts of that night’s sleep, leading us to face a whole new day: Our dear Saint Finehorn was feeling disagreable in her front hoof, making it clear to us that she was not fit to do the miles the coming day commanded. We had to think fast and figure out a working plan for how to move down the road: staying there was not an option. Trail Angel R answered our calls and came to our rescue in the nick of time. We had our two fine packhorses snugged in a 2 horse trailer and transported ahead of us.

We led our two remaining saddled steeds across the vast mojave river bed, sand devouring each step and dust blasting our eyes. We pushed on against the wind, looking behind nervously at dark storm clouds blowing closer. We were also taking in the facts: we were not crows, and as the pony flies we had a 25 mile day in this weather to complete before we could rest. We took back roads most of the way: long winding dirt roads weaving up and down hills and showing us a breathtaking view across the Granite Mountains and Dead Man Hills. Our special secret guest, escourted by Cowgirl, and Gryph on Mr. James, took in hoof the long roads crisscrossing the dusty valley. For hours the wind was high, but we managed to always stay one trot ahead of the great shadow lashing hailstones that loomed behind us. Taking paths that parelleled the highway, we made it to Lucerne Valley just before dark, and just as the rain and hail was catching up with us.

       

J met us in his truck to ensure that our progress was almost complete, and that we had a warm shower and wholesome meal awaiting us at the ranch. That good reassurance is what kept us going through the last 5 miles, soaked and cold and hungry. We arrived to destination in darkness, turned in the horses to rest and munch on some well- deserved alfalfa, and retreated to a warm dry room. Blessings on the Lazy Lizard Ranch.

 

The next morning, well rested, we awoke to meet the ranch in full light: a full sweeping view of the valley to the grandiose mountains beyond. The shadows and light played off the desert surrounding us, and Joshua Trees danced around the low slung western style of the Lazy Lizard Ranch: a place where horses reign happy, people rest easy and the lizards are lazy.

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